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1)jeans or khakis?: Khakis
2)overstress or overboredom?: Over boredom
3)Leno or Letterman?: lol.... uh..
4)milk or no milk (in your cereal)?: Milk
5)pencil or pen?: mechanical pencil =o)
6)Hershey's hugs or kisses?: kisses! or hugs dun really matter
7)tv or radio?: radio!!!!
8)fuzzy peaches or peach rings?: Fuzzy nvel da wine..lol
9)outlet store or fancy boutique?: either?
10)sunburn or frostbite?: lol ahhhh neither.. but maybe a sunburn cause it always turns into a nice tan for me lol..
11)teacher's pet or class clown?: lol i try to be a teachers pet.. lol somehow most of them end up hating my guts lol
12)what kind of cheerios?: the sexy kind? lol
13)tabloids or documentaries?: Documentaries
14)Oprah or Uma?: Who's Uma?
15)peanut butter or jam?: jam
16)trigonometry or logarithms?:ahhh im back in Alg 1 lol dont be saying those bad words around me! =(
17)glasses or contacts?: Contacts
18)Dr. Seuss or poetry prose?: Either:)
19)Stephen King or Jane Austen?:which ever..
20)Marilyn Manson or Dennis Rodman?: lol yea...
21) Salt or Pepper?: Salt
22) pool or hot tub?: Hot tub
23) paper or plastic?: plastic =)
24) boy bands or real bands?: Heh, real bands
25) Lose all your teeth or Lose all your hair?: nada!!!!!
26) Sit on a wet toilet or realize there's no TP mid-dump?: AHHHH *covers ears*
27) Slim Shady LP or Marshall Mathers LP?: MM LP lol
28) older or younger sibling?: old if its a boy and younger if its a girl =o) lol
29) finding a worm in your apple or finding 1/2 a worm in your apple?: either would gross me out lol
--------------------------the what do you think of when I say ______________ section:
1)Love at first sight?: hmm.. no comment..
2)Eating disorders?: bad habit.. know from exp =o(
3)Boy bands?: their cool lol.. their doin their own thing =o) i do like their music but i like my Rap music better..
4)Jerry Springer?: its old now..
5)Suicide?: *sighs* , too much gd drama!
6)South Park?: it's tittteeeee
7)Aliens?: aliens rule!
8)ICQ?: its ok.. i guess lol, me personally i wouldn't use it
9)Ribbon Campaigns?: um. kay.. im going to pass to another one casually and act as if you didnt ask me this ok? *looks at you*
10)Infomercials?:AWSOME! lol
11)Clowns?: they seriously scare me i am not jokin either so STOP LAUGHING =o)
12)Oscar?: k.. lol
13)Miss America?: itd be cool to be on there.. lol, i would b miss prep bitch of da yr YAY
14)Judge Judy?: ugh that woman skurrs me lol..
15)Plastic surgery?: i could use some lol..
16)Boob implants?: artificial? uhm noh..
17)Blackhead strips you put on your nose?: uhm.. no
18)School uniforms?: never had to =) luckie jessika gets home skewled lol she prolly wear her gd pjs! luckie mufuka |
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The If you were a ____________, what would you be and why section:
1)fruit?: I would b an orange cuz dey r so irrisisstable yet so sticky and messy =)
2)board game?: hmm,Scatagories, i think
3)game show?: kidnapped:) lol
4)meal?: dunno i like alot of things
5)commercial?: nun comes 2 mind righ now >.<
6)slogan/ad?: "just do it" lmao..
7)celebrity?: hmm..dunno
8)animal?: ...a kitten!!!!!, everyone who knows me knows dat! ;o)
9)magazine?: uhm...i dun read much
10)sesame street character?: ELMO!!!!!!!!!!!!
11) S Club 7 member?: um?.... lol ive heard of them but i dont know who they are like as people lol..
12) Spice Girl?: ...uhm dat shit old..lol
----------------------- The When's the last time you... section:
1)cried?:hmm...jus today a couple mins ago..
2)yelled at someone?: ummm lol i think maybe last night? hell if i remember lol...*sighs*
3)got a compliment?: dun member
4)yawned?like 5 min. ago?
5)watched sesame street?:umm when i was 5? lol....
6)were bored?: earlier....but now, y u think im doin dis?
7)got tickled?: lol hmm....OH by mah friend cory >.< lol
8)took a bath?: Dis morning
9)went on vacation?: vacation? whats dat..?
10)aced a test?: hmm.. lasttt semester lol
11)failed a test?:.. umm.. lol sometime this week i think...
12)swore at somebody?: today lol..
13)got a snail mail letter from a friend?: <.<?
14) bumped into a friend?: lol not for a while..
15) did a good deed?: I uhm..yesterday i helped jess n theo cuz jess wuz all depressed n stuff *amazing* lol n i wouldn't leave her alone basically and den dey got bak 2gether =oDDDDDDDDDDD
16) bought something?: yesterday |
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The If you were a ____________, what would you be and why section:
1)fruit?: I would b an orange cuz dey r so irrisisstable yet so sticky and messy =)
2)board game?: hmm,Scatagories, i think
3)game show?: kidnapped:) lol
4)meal?: dunno i like alot of things
5)commercial?: nun comes 2 mind righ now >.<
6)slogan/ad?: "just do it" lmao..
7)celebrity?: hmm..dunno
8)animal?: ...a kitten!!!!!, everyone who knows me knows dat! ;o)
9)magazine?: uhm...i dun read much
10)sesame street character?: ELMO!!!!!!!!!!!!
11) S Club 7 member?: um?.... lol ive heard of them but i dont know who they are like as people lol..
12) Spice Girl?: ...uhm dat shit old..lol
----------------------- The When's the last time you... section:
1)cried?:hmm...jus today a couple mins ago..
2)yelled at someone?: ummm lol i think maybe last night? hell if i remember lol...*sighs*
3)got a compliment?: dun member
4)yawned?like 5 min. ago?
5)watched sesame street?:umm when i was 5? lol....
6)were bored?: earlier....but now, y u think im doin dis?
7)got tickled?: lol hmm....OH by mah friend cory >.< lol
8)took a bath?: Dis morning
9)went on vacation?: vacation? whats dat..?
10)aced a test?: hmm.. lasttt semester lol
11)failed a test?:.. umm.. lol sometime this week i think...
12)swore at somebody?: today lol..
13)got a snail mail letter from a friend?: <..< ... umm "i dont wanna miss a thing"~aerosmith~
8) is the best to mosh to: dunno
9) has the worst music video: any fat boy slim video ugh THOSE PEOPLE THAT GUY THAT BAND whatever IS ANNOYING AS HELL lol... no offense to anyone who likes them....
10) do you have no idea what the lyrics are: "chop suey"~system of a down thats a good one,i use to know them cause i read the lyrics everytime i listened to it now i dont tho =o(
11) is overplayed: IMX- First Time~
12) is overplayed but you still love it: IMX- First Time
13) perfectly describes your life situation: theres a lot "Dont let me get me"~pink,"Just like a pill"~Pink,"rock bottom"~eminem,"fallen"~alicia keys.."complicated"~*~... ders so meni...
14) has the most inspiring lyrics: Jewel, and Eminem...cuz he so suicidal and tells it like it is
15) has the best instrumentals: linkin park
16) do you hate to admit you like: lol not really..
17) do your parents hate you listeneing to: every gd thing I listen 2 dey hate...dey jus plain HATAZ |
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lol bout mahself!
[[ Name ]] Nikkeh, Daveh =*(, much love!
[[ Nicknames, including from family ]] Uhm...nuff said =)
[[ Birthday ]] 11/01/86
[[ Age ]] 15
[[ Astrological sign? ]] Scorpio *Rawr*
[[ Chinese zodiac sign? ]] Fuk if i kno?
[[ Location ]] AK blah =/
[[ Sexual Stats ]] uhm..sore subject..<3 him so much
[[ Current Haircolor ]] black, blonde highlights
[[ Eyecolor ]] like a honey, green, hazel color
[[ Height ]] 5'5"
[[ Parents still together? ]] Yea
[[ Siblings? ]] older sis and older bro >.<
[[ Nieces/Nephews? ]] yea
[[ Kids of your own? ]] one of these days
[[ Pets? ]] 3 cats, 3 dogs..soon 2 be only 3 dogs and one puppie =)
[[ In school/graduated? ]] School? whuts dat?
[[ Rent, lease, or own your home? ]] Next...
[[ What do you do for work? ]] Work..lol u have got 2 b kidden me!
[[ Have any credit cards? ]] I dream i have this one with ultimate access to money..but then i wake up
[[ Can I use em for a few days? ]] r u n my dream? r u related to me? r u mah boi? i think not
[[ What do you drive? ]] legally? nothing but illegally my friends truck =)
Preferences
[[ Black and White/Color ]] black
[[ Black/White ]] Black
[[ Red/Blue ]] Blue
[[ Dogs/Cats ]] Cats, soon changing to dogs i think =/
[[ Roses/Daisies ]] Roses
[[ Beer/Liquor ]] Liquor
[[ Boxers/Briefs *wink* ]] boxerssss
[[ Hair: Short/Long ]] long..
[[ Boots/Shoes ]] uhh....depends on what i'm wearing that day.
[[ Food: Mexican/Italian ]] fuk those...chineze!
[[ Dark/Light ]] Dark. depends.
[[ Day/Night ]] Night
[[ City/Country ]] Country
[[ Sheets: Solid/Animal Prints *rawr* ]] hmm animal print is sexxxxay!
[[ Sub/Dom ]] Depends...
Favorites
[[ Color ]] black/blue..love red for reasons such as *daveh and daveh and daveh and more daveh* =*(
[[ Animal ]] Cats, soon 2 change
[[ Vehicle ]] Jaguar or ludacris's car on Cribs dat shit wuz tite
[[ Flower ]] ...dunno
[[ Beer ]] dunno..lol
[[ Liquor ]] hmmm...any i can get my hands on
[[ Soda ]] pepsi. code red
[[ Food ]] Chineze
[[ Book ]] i dunno...
[[ Author ]] don't books have to do with these?
[[ Band ]] well for reasons * =*( * BSB, 1 song and Twista
[[ CD ]] dunno
[[ Song ]] Drowning- BSB, Dreams- Twista, and Runaway- NB Ridaz
[[ Movie ]] The Wedding Planner
[[ Director ]] hmm gotta think bout dat
[[ Country ]] USA all da way!
[[ State ]] Florida
[[ School Subject ]] Art
[[ Movie genre ]] Horror, Mystery
[[ Extracurricular Activity ]] what are these? haha. if i ever had time....
Do you...
[[ Color your hair? ]] highlighted and died purple once =x
[[ Have tattoos? ]] not yet =) but soon
[[ Piercings? ]] ears...tounge soon had my nose pierced and belly button
[[ Have a boyfriend/girlfriend/both? ]] gahh! sore subject =*( not nemore but he knows who he is and he knows I Love Him more dan nething ever...and would do nething for him..
[[ Ever get off the damn computer? ]] wait, wait....you can leave this thing?
[[ Sprechen Sie Deutcsh? ]] Nein. i think. ha
[[ Hablar Espanol? ]] fuk if i kno? lol
[[ Quack? Quack quack? ]] duckie!
[[ Been in a wreck? ]] yeh..many times..
[[ Been arrested? ]] Yes
[[ Stolen a car? ]] yes
[[ Stolen anything? ]] of course...who hasn't?
[[ Smoke? ]] have before
[[ Pot? ]] yep
[[ Crack? ]] hell nah!
[[ Drink? ]] yup. socially., occasionally
[[ Been so drunk you couldn't remember your name? ]] Not yet
[[ Been so drunk you didn't care that you couldn't remember your name? ]] Not yet
[[ Posed for nude pics? ]] Never
[[ Considered a life of crime? ]] considered yes
[[ Maybe a pimp? ]] Pimp? never...if i want 2 b with sumeone imma not be a pimptress wid dem..of course unless dey start it..heh =)
[[ Cheated on someone? ]] ...wouldn't do it ever again but i wuz bored!
[[ Been married? ]] No
[[ Been divorced? ]] No
Are you psycho?
[[ Split personalities? ]] no
[[ Schizophrenic? ]] no
[[ Obsessive? ]]no..
[[ Compulsive? ]] no
[[ Obsessive Compulsive? ]] no
[[ Panic? ]] no
[[ Anxiety? ]] no
[[ Depressed? ]] yes
[[ Suicidal? ]] sometimes..my heart goes out ot mah buddy kat..
[[ Homicidal? ]] no
[[ Genocidal? ]] no
[[ Pedophile? ]] no
[[ Obsessed with hate? ]] no
[[ Mutilate animals? ]] HELL no!
[[ Idolize infamous criminals? ]] no
[[ Dream of mutilated bodies, blood, death, and gore? ]] no
[[ Dream of doing those things instead of just seeing them?]] no
The good stuff...
[[ Had sex outdoors? ]] not yet, but mebbe some day
Right now...
[[ What are you listening to? ]] BSB- Drowning...of course...its mine n ***** song..even if were broken up
[[ What are you watching? ]] DisMissed!
[[ What time is it? ]] 10:16pm
[[ What are you wearing? ]] uhm..lol y does it matta?
[[ Wanna cyber? *wink* ]] noh...
[[ Hey baby, nice shoes... ]] Hey, they'd look even nicer up your ass! =)
[[ What're you drinking? ]] Code Red!
[[ Eating? ]] Uhm...nuthin...not hungry sad..lost appetite!
[[ Got both hands on the keyboard? ]] sorta
[[ You sure bout that?]] yeahhhh
[[ Who are you talkin to? ]] Mah girlie skank friend Jessika!
[[ What other windows do you have open? ]] my AOL, The Palace, Naties IM, Jessikas IM
[[ How bored are you? haha ]] extremly since im filling this dumb thing out |
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In every heart there is a room
A sanctuary safe and strong
To heal the wounds from lovers past
Until a new one comes along
I spoke to you in cautious tones
You answered me with no pretence
And still I feel I said too much
My silence is my self defence
And everytime ive held a rose
It seems ive only felt the thorns
And so it goes, And so it goes
And so will you soon I suppose
But if my silence made you leave
Then that would be my worst mistake
So I will share this room with you
And you can have this heart to break
And this is why my eyes are closed
It's just as well for all I've seen
And so it goes, and so it goes
And you're the only one who knows
So I would choose to be with you
That's if the choice were mine to make
But you can make decisions too
And you can have this heart to break
And so it goes, and so it goes
And you're the only one who knows |
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weeeeeee!!!!!! mah babis on! imma so happie dis bitch wanna start shit wid meh? nu uh i slap that bitch down and pulverize her slut ass!
*** Page from System: [?caramel?] [141.158.97.183] killed for 30000 minutes by ,?`????v?? ????h????,???
And den shortly afta Dave banned her...lol so it all good she a lil hoe dat all dat matters n she needa stop runnin her mouth if she wanna live!!...newayz like i can do shit to her internet ass...i will just kill her cyberonic bitch ass! =D newayz lol imma go now and sorrie Jess fer putin dat n mah lj =x!
<3 u babeh!
*Nikki* |
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| 10:51pm 18/02/2002 |
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hmmmmm Kat hates me...it sux bu Jessika *lol* says i dun needa put up wif her bullshit nemore n i kno she lied bout Jess's av bu i guess thas okay cuz jess'll make more better ones which Kat will have ABSLUTELY NO access to because she is further more banned as you can see right here
*** Page from System: IP address -ip number- banned for -900000 minutes by ,?`????v?? ????h????,???
I had the privelage of banning her..I do miss her yes..I will miss her friendship the constant support she showed for me but SHE fucked that up by lying to me in the first place when it was damn obvious that she took Jessikas av with mine and my babi's colors...It will get out to everyone now so I have a little something planned for Kat to get vengeance against her..Enough about her...I had a wonderful day with my babi..I spent every damn minute of my day talking to him and being with him and I <3 him =)..N-E-Wayz I went on a cloning spree for Jessika and myself of course as Jess would say *Nikki I want a GD thug!* So I have yet to find any that appeal to her liking but don't worry Jess...i'm still searching. Oh and Me and my babi took pictures today well he did lol buh still =x and they're cute! =o)..What else...Oh and my dad filed a missing persons report on my brother because he has been gone for more than 24 hours now and I myself am extremly worried at the fact he has not called or come home yet..he will eventually though, I know he can't live without me. My dad ignored me today too..lol..I said *Fuck you* 3 times to him and he came runnign towards me with his fists in the air =oO luckily he didn't hurt me..I told him to but he said he couldn't lmao..I have this really pretty ass room in mine and my babi's apt its so pretty! Wait til' he sees it =)..I left a suprise in there too. =oD..I miss Kat..alot..I wish I wouldn't have said a damn thing and left things the way they were =/..She unblocked me!! =oD..Well I hope my babi likes whats in store for him when he gets on tomorrow!
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Are you Addicted to the Internet?
Newbie (21% - 40%)
You've started to learn that there is more to the internet than AOL. You've recovered from that email virus that wiped your hard drive and are thinking of getting DSL. You still tend to forward too many jokes and inspirational thoughts via email to your entire address book.
The Are you Addicted to the Internet? Quiz at Stvlive.com!
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omg im elmoooo!!!!
I am ELMO.
I'm cute, cute, as a button!
Which Sesame Street Character Are You?
You are ELMO. You are cute, and everyone loves you. You
are a best friend that no one takes the chance of losing.
You never hurt feelings and seldom have your own
feelings hurt. Life is a breeze. You are witty and calm
most of the time. Just keep clear of
backstabbers, and you are worry-free.
like dat is tru tho heh ^.^
yep i knew all along im balo0
You give your love and friendship unconditionaly. You enjoy long, thoughful conversations rich in philosophy and spirituality. You are very loyal and intuitive.
Find out your color at Stvlive.com!
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Hmm...as i sit here and just...i guess think I think whut Theo told me wuz true...I AM never happy..heh whutever im outz...peace
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[01] What's your first name? Nicole
[02] Middle name? Marie
[03] Last name? Matusewic
[04] Nicknames? Nikki, Nik, Nikkie (kittie calls me dat =P), Kittn, Ma, Whore, Slut, Ho, Anal ranger, Uhm more stuff lyke dat =P lol
[05] Age? 15
[06] Gender? 100% Girlie
[07] Birthday? 011/1
[08] Your sign? Scorpio, RaWr
[09] Where do you live? Anchorage, AK
[10] Do you have a boyfriend? Nope... =/
[11] If so what's her/his name? ...
[12] Have you ever been in love? I don't think I have actually been in love but mebbe lust, or infatuation?
[13] Who are/were your crushes? Dayum, I hab had alot of crushes, I dun wanna list.
[14] Do u have any piercings? yeahz
[15] If so what do you have pierced? Ears, Nose (had), belly (soon)
[16] Do you have a tattoo or want one? I was planning on letting my friend give me one but I think I can wait
[17] If so what kind and where? I want one dat says Kittn like 3d in black on ma back with blue blood dripping from it, it be tite az fuck!
[18] Where do you shop at the most? Don't really go shoppin
[19] What color is your hair? It's like a dark brown wif blonde but da blonde comin out =)
[20] What color are your eyes? Hazel
[21] How tall are you? Dunno, lol
[23] Do you smoke? Smoke what?
[24] Do your friends smoke? Yeah, most of them
[25] Who are your closest friends? Kit Kat, Jen Jen, Mandi, Jessie, Petey,
[26] Who are your friends? Wow, if I said all of them it would take up this whole survey thingie.
[27] Who are your best friends online? Kat, Jen Jen, Jessie, Justin, wo0t mandi ma lezzy lova!
[28] Do you like Bath & Body Works? MhM, it smells soooo good!
[29] Kind of shampoo and conditioner do you use? Herbal Essences!
[30] Is your hair short or long? Umm, depends
[31] Do you like to shop? Umm, not really
[32] What sports do you play? none, i hate em
[33] What turns you on? Someone who can be real with me and not try to impress me with who they're not.
[34] What turns you off? Self centeredness, Nymphomaniac
[35] What place do you go for fun? Umm, ma room, so much fun cuttin and brusin, so many memories
[36] What do you do for fun? Making designs, Taking pictures of ppl at ETE (escape.chatserve.com:9998) *lol jess*, Hanging out 7th heaven, lots more but wont mention ;P
[37] How many phones do you have in your house? 5
[38] How many TV's do you have in your house? 4
[39] What's your favorite food(s)? Those cheap ass holiday cookies that you cut out and r eazy to bake, Munchies peanut butter delight (peanut butter ice cream, HoT Fudge, Reeces, and sum otha stuff n it, mmm nyummie! lots of other stuff too, hehe
[40] Do you look like anyone famous? =\ nada, im myself
[41] Do you think Ricky Martin is muy guapo (very handsome)? Hell fukin nah!
[42] Who are the most attractive people you know? Umm...lots of people but ma ppl Pete, (jail) =*(, Robert and Paul (half borthers but damn fine)
[43] Are you a virgin? No... =/
[44] Do you wish to be like your parents? Lol, it this a joke? I would DIE if I were like my parents
[45] What cologne should a hot guy wear? One that smells attractively irrisistable
[46] What are you listening to right now? Typin of keyboard and kitties fav song, Usher- Slow Jam
[48] How many hours per day do you spend talking on the phone? Wow, sometimes long time, Out of statea tleast 3 hours depending on the person. If it's in state, not long because we make plans, mebbe 5 mins and im gone, lol
[49] Do you have your own phone line? Nopes
[50] Have you ever kissed someone of the opposite sex? Yep
[51] What are your favorite shoes? My shoes?
[52] What kind of clothes do you sleep in, if any? Uhm...ma flame pjz lol
[53] What's your favorite soda? Dew tha DeW babi
[54] What things do you say a lot? Uhm...wo0t....lol
[56] Who is the coolest person in the world? Haven't met THE coolest person
[57] Do you think you're weird or funny? Mostly weird but sometimes I can be funny
[58] What would you prefer Thong or Bikini? Thongs r confy!
[59] Who was the last person you called? Paula
[60] Where do you wanna get married? Somewhere peaceful but romantic
[61] Who is the hottest girl/guy in your school? Heh, no one
[62] What are your favorite girl names? Dynasty (gunna be ma babis girls name)
[63] What are your favorite guy names? Exavior (ma babi bois name)
[64] What's your worst memory in the past 5 years? Going into ACS
[65] What's your favorite childhood memory? Spending every second of the day with my best friend Ashley
[66] What is your favorite fast food restaurant? Atlantis
[67] Who do you really hate? RC, Kaci (bitch impersonatin ma girl sawa)
[68] Do you have any brothers and sisters? A half Sister and a brother
[69] If so, names? Sister- Jamie Aldridge, Brother- James Matusewic
[70] Do you have a pool? Heh, pool? me and my poor self? nodda chance
[71] Do you have a spa? no
[72] Are you stupid? Sometimes i can be
[73] What are you addicted to? Uhm...I dunno, lemme get back to you on that
[74] Do you like jewelry? Noh Gold, silver =D
[75] Who do you wish you were? a special person who someone could love and care about beyond compare and not use for sex or other things I can offer
[76] Who has it easier, boys or girls? I think it's the same
[77] Would you rather be short or tall? A LiL Shortay
[78] Do you like to dance? What kind of dance?
[79] Do you like playing pranks on people? Sometimes, depending on the prank
[80] What's your least favorite subject in school? math
[81] What's your favorite subject in school? Uhm...Dun got one...heh
[82] What time is it? 9:33 pm (almost 30 mins til' dismissed on! wo0t!)
[83] What college do you wanna go to? I dunno
[84] What school do you go to now? East HS
[85] Do you have a Playstation or Nintendo 64? I don't but my brother, thats a different subject
[86] If so, what are your favorite Playstation or Nintendo 64 games? ...
[87] Do you sleep a lot? I try
[88] Whats your favorite radio stations? K-Fat 92.9
[89] Are you a night person? Hell yeh
[90] Are you a morning person? Eh, i'm known as a bitch in tha mornin
[91] Whats are your favorite TV stations? DisMissed, Kidapped, and Sex and The city, heh it tite
[92] Do you shave? Mhm, not sayin where =oO
[93] How often do you shower? Once, two times a day sumetimes
[94] Do you get along with your parents? Sometimes, mostly no
[95] What room do you spend the most time in? Mine
[96] How many rooms does your house have? Uhm, does this question matter?
[97] What do you wanna be when your out of school? I want to be a photographer but like not jus any photographer, a special one.
[98] Do you curse a lot? Yep
[99] Are you ticklish? Eh, unfortinatley
[101] What are you wearing right now? Ma flame *innapropriate* pjz
[102] Do you go to church? Nada
[103] Do you like the person who sent you this? Yesh not like like but she ma gyrlie! I lub her! +*muah kittie*+
[104] Do you believe in God? Sometimes
[105] Do you like to watch PDA? no
[106] Do you show PDA? no
[107] Do you believe in love at first sight? I don't really know...
[108] What color tooth brush do you use? Balo0, of course
[109] How many times a day do you brush your teeth? Everytime I eat sumetin
[110] Who is your favorite cartoon character? Scooby doo or bubbles on pwa puff girls
[111] Do you have a job? Nah, too lazie
[113] What's your favorite fruit? KiWi
[114] What's your favorite veggies? I HATE veggies
[115] What's your favorite candy? I lyke Dark chocolate
[116] What was the best day of your life so far? Tah best day of ma life wuz when I met ma first luva
[117] What are you gonna do today? Chill, flirt wif ma lezzy luva mandi, help ma friends, watch DisMissed and KidNapped
[118] Are you momma's little angel? Nope, fawk ma mama
[119] Do you wear body spray? Sometimes
[120] Who is the sweetest girl? Mandi
[121] Who is the sweetest guy? Petey
[122] Are you wearing nail polish now? Nah, fawk dat girlie shyt
[123] If so, what color? ...
[124] How many rings or necklaces do you own? a lot
[125] Do you wear a watch? nah
[126] Did/Do you have braces? Nope
[127] Are you tired? yes
[129] Do you have freckles? Nope
[130] What are you thinking right now? Bein lonely on valentines
[131] Are you having fun? Nope, pissed in fact
[132] What time is it? 9:54 pm
[133] Who makes you laugh? Funnie ppl, ma bro, Tim, Paula, Nick *lmao hornay boi*, Pete *cries* he n jail...=*(
[134] Who's your favorite teacher? Ma science teacher, Mr Olmstead, when i wuz locked up he let me call ma friends lol
[136] What is the best concert you have ever been to? Eh...lol
[137] What is your favorite dream? When I fall off a cliff or am flying
[138] What is your worst dream? =/
[140] Who of your friends do you think will get bored with this? Eh...If I know them all they would have been bored by the 45th question lol
[141] Who sent this lovely survey to you? Kit Kat =D
[142] What's your worst memory as a little kid? Losin ma bestest bestest bestest best friend to sumeone else... =*(*
[143] Have you ever cheated on anyone? Almost, but no
[144] Do you believe in Santa Claus? nah
[145] Do you believe in ghosts? mhm
[222] Friend(s) that looks most like you? Jessie
[223] Friend(s) you go to for advice? My sister, Kit Kat
[224] Friend(s) you have the most fun with? hmmm all of em
[225] Friend(s) you can do nothing with and still have fun with? uhhh...mostly Pete..jail pete not mah petey
[226] Friend(s) you've dreamt about? Most of them, at some point or another
[228] Friend(s) you tell your secrets to? Kit Kat (mah bestest best friend)
[229] Boxers or briefs? Boxas r confy
[230] Long or short hair? Dunno...
[231] Dark or blonde? dark
[232] Tall or short? Taller than me but not TOO tall
[234] Mr. Sensitive or Mr. Funny? both
[235] Good guy or bad guys? both
[236] Dark or light eyes? If they reflect da sun wow! prettyfl
[237] Hat or no hat? Depends on whut hat and if it looks good or not
[238] Ears pierced or no? hmmm..dunno
[239] Tan or fair? Whutever comes first?
[240] Freckles or none? none
[241] Stubble or neatly shaved? whut?
[242] Rugged outdoorsy type or sportsy type? Rugged...but not outdoorsy, n bed >=P
[243] All american, homey G, or grunge? Homey G =D
[245] Accent or American? Don't kno
[246] Mt. Dew or SURGE? Mt. Dew
[247] McDonalds or Burger King? Uhm...ickie
[248] Coke or Pepsi? Pepsi
[249] Rather marry the perfect lover or perfect friend? What can you do with a perfect friend? and there is no such thing as perfect!
[250] Sweet or sour? Sweet
[251] Chocolate or vanilla? Depends
[252] Tea or coffee? uhm...ickie both
[253] Sappy/action/comedy/horror? horror
[254] Cats or dogs? Wtf, u think im crazie?! kitties!
[256] Cooler Ranch or Nacho Cheese? Nacho Cheese!!
[257] Mud or Jello wrestling? Mud
[258] With or without ice-cubes? depends on the day
[260] Milk/Dark/White chocolate? Dark, got more uhm taste to it.
[261] Shine or rain? Rain
[262] Top or Bottom? uhhh....no?
[263] Favorite season? Summer
[264] Strawberry or Cherry? Strawberry
[265] Skiing or boarding? Boarding, heh more risky
[267] Cake or cookies? cookies
[268] Cereal or toast? cereal!
[269] Car or truck? car
[270] Night or day? Night
[271] Gloves or mittens? gloves
[272] Pager or Cell phone? cell phone
[273] Bunk bed or waterbed? Water bed, kinkay!
[274] Chewing gum or hard candy? chewin gum ^.^
[275] Motor boat or canoe? motor boat
[276] Lights on or off? off
What's your favorite?
[277] What's your favorite color? Bluem black and silver
[278] What's your favorite Number? 3
[279] What's your favorite Drink? Mt. Dew
[280] What's your favorite Animal? Cats, kittens
[281] What's your favorite Holiday? Halloween, spookyness
[282] What's your favorite Quote? dis dedicated 2 ma bro cuz dis da lyfe he leadin =*( i lub him---
For you a moment of silence
Started with anger, ended in violence
Drugs, alcohol, and your own stupidity the catalyst
Could have chose to cease and desist
The whole feud would have been dismissed
If you'd used your head and not your fists
But you had something to prove, a point to make
Shots rang out, now realizing you've made a grave mistake
Too late to run, nowhere to hide
With your body, bullets collide
Blood pouring from your mouth, a tear from your eye
Wondering how your life could have gone so awry
Gangbanger, drug slinger, you were none of the above
Had a mother and a father, every day they showed you love
A life you chose, not a victim of circumstance
Lying facedown on the pavement praying for a second chance
Hoping its not too late to repent
Beg forgiveness for the youth you misspent
Too young to die, old enough to understand why
Wanted to live a thug life, it's what you'll die by
[283] What's your favorite Sound? Ma song dat i cant find grrr
[284] What's your favorite Ice cream flavor? dat 1 dat i mentioned earlier
[285] What's your favorite Song Ever? fukin shit i dunno da artist but it called runaway
[286] What's your favorite Book? dun read much
[287] What's your favorite Movie? uhm...dunno
[288] What's your favorite TV show? sex and the city, DisMissed
[289] What's your favorite Radio station? K-Fat 92.9
[290] What's your favorite Place? My room
[291] What's your favorite Game? Dun got one...
[292] What's your favorite Scent? Essence, so heavenly
[293] What's your favorite Food? Chinese, mmm
[294] What's your favorite Shape? Dunno...
[295] What's your favorite Texture? uhh...dunno
[296] What's your house gonna look like? It gunna be a dream house hehe,,,dunno whut dat be tho
[297] Where are you gonna live? Wherever i decide to
[298] How many kids do you want? i wan 2 Dynasty and Exavior
[299] What does your ideal girlfriend/boyfriend look like? Sexxy, most be sexxy but have a loving personality and be devoted to me
[302] Do you like to call or be called? Called, heh its funner
[304] Move anywhere, where would it be? uhh...dunno i wanna live n Washington DC...alot of drama there, nothin ever happens here...
[305] What time is it now? 11:08pm
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| 07:06pm 12/02/2002 |
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wo0t im betterz now...theo told me da truth bout whut happend n ish all good n imma so happie fer him n jess =D congrats u 2. N-e-wayz imma prolly end up n a foster home or sumetin like dat...i jus feel like runnin away n im associating with paula again so yeh...even tho ma brother says im forbidden to....hmmm whut else...Kitties ma gyrl fa lyfe! =) n n imma jus happie bu i feel dirty >.< n i dunno y lol, mebbe i should go take another shower? hmmm mebbe...showers make me feel good =P newayz yeh so ma bros n ass n i still <3 him wif all ma heart lol and Tim wont lemme alone for one second lol he always be sayin fuck you to me >.< heh o0o and i cant find ma favorite song! it pissen me off, i been lookin for it for 4 days now and i STILL cant find it...i will eventually tho...bye pplz!
-Nikki |
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| 01:26am 10/02/2002 |
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mood: Extremly depressed and lonely music: none, jus thinkin bout whut a fuk up i am
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ya kno...ma friends really helped me wid dis break up even tho i think it got misunderstood and i hope he comes to his senses bout it, but atleast i sitll got him as a good friend who omg *+just realized*+ he trusted me...i hope i can regain dat trust wif him n build a better relationship.... but yeh ma friends i mean dey helped me alot to realize who i am and ugh +*in denial*+ but n.e.wayz yeh dey helped me especially kat...she even tried to tlak wif him n risked gettin killed which she did get killed but i love her n she proved to meh she always be ma best friend today...she made me realize da truth...first i show u #1 person who helped me: ~Kittie~
xPeTxMuHxKiTKaTx: god!!!!!!!!!! i hate paula so much! imma lose da one i love!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
xPeTxMuHxKiTKaTx: im bout to cry kittie
xDelusionx666: why is it paulas fault
xPeTxMuHxKiTKaTx: if she wouldn't hab called!!!!!!!! i ugh =*(
xDelusionx666: u coulda hung up u coulda done dat n been wif ur boi but no u went to her its not her fault its ur fault u decide ur own actions n dunt blame dem on otherpeople
xPeTxMuHxKiTKaTx: dat makes me feel much better =/ but its tru
xDelusionx666: yesh nikki n i aint gonna start blamen shyt on people for no reason
xDelusionx666: imma sorrie but dis is wat a best friend suppose to do
xDelusionx666: make u realize ur mistakes
Da best friends part made me feel a lil better bout da break up..i guess..
# 2 person who helped me is ~Jen~
xPeTxMuHxKiTKaTx: imma a complete fuk up...
PainfulMizry: you not fucked up nikki *hugs you tight*
xPeTxMuHxKiTKaTx: im really cold n i wish theo wuz hea...n cuz i needa talk to him lots...i think ourbreak up wuz stupid and i think it got mis understood
PainfulMizry: it did nikki :-( n he gonna realize that when he's lonley
~i dun think he gonna realize it, he dun lie and he already told me whuts done is done~
#3 person who helped me ~Mandi~
i lost convo but she told me dat he will coem to his senses and to keep talkin to him and try to amke him understand where im coming from, i ono if it will work bc i already tried...
#4 person dat helped meh iz ~Sara~
SWEETRARRIE1: awww well sweetie, it's not the end of the world
xPeTxMuHxKiTKaTx: it is
SWEETRARRIE1: how old are you now?
SWEETRARRIE1: I mean, wouldn't you rather have someone in person, to love personally to be able to kiss, touch, and hear and see that person all the time? love is very important when you really do find the right person.. sometimes you gotta go through a few to find what you like and to be able to find that person
xPeTxMuHxKiTKaTx: das tru n a very good point too
xPeTxMuHxKiTKaTx: im 15
SWEETRARRIE1: and I know how great is to have someone to talk to and be happy with, but you gotta do things for yourself, find yourself, everything you gotta do before you get yourself into this and have your heart broken cause then it takes longer to get back on your feet than it was before
SWEETRARRIE1: man I should of listen to myself throughout the last 4 years lol
SWEETRARRIE1: I made a lot of stupid mistakes (though about of growing up) I aint perfect what everyone thinks I am.. I went through a lot of bull and I dated too and it didn't help cause they would break up with me and it was harder to get myself together
SWEETRARRIE1: sorry for talking but I hate to see you get hurt by a guy
SWEETRARRIE1: I love ya Nikki and I see that you have been through hell and back too many times.. I want you to be okay and do good forself
SWEETRARRIE1: well it's his lost, not your's
SWEETRARRIE1: just remember that
~Sara, its my loss too bc i lost him~
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| 11:53pm 09/02/2002 |
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mood:  sad music: No music...just thinkin bout da good times we shared...
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Well...I might as well just jump off a cliff...I <3 theo so much n bc of me were thru we weren't even together a week im such a dumbass!!!!!! im fuckin pathetic i fuked it up...well imma jus sitten hea cryin lookin at ma name dat matched his and rememberin how happie he wuz wif me and lookin@all de avs dat i edited TODAY dat all say "theos"...i wuz so happie n now im so lost i jus wanna crawel up n a hole and die n i dun think i will ever stop loving him...he made me feel so special in every way...i miss him
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